angst and hatred are owning me. for no reasons. there is actually a reason, but I just can blog it. they'd figure it out. I'm in that place where confusion and negativity owns me. runs all over me. these couple of days had been just all about it. angst, hatred, confusions and negativity. I can't talk to anyone about it, so i just keep it to myself. the point is, either I'm just a negative person or somethings are changed.